As a field trip for school they thought it would be a good idea (considering it's the fall!) to go apple picking. So a whole group of teenagers head up to this mountain apple orchard and rows of apple trees and they expect us to be good? HA! Yeah there's the private school system for you.

Well I was heading down to Virginia Beach for a soccer game, and Mom and I actually did get in the car and drive all those hours in the car, only to find out that as were turning into the park that they game has been cancelled. WHO DOES THAT? I mean a little responsibility can go a long way. And how rude! Beach FC knows how far we have to travel, you would think someone would have the decency to cancel the game before everyone is already there or on the way. But whatever Emmy and I can go to an early showing of Paranormal Activity, so excited!

Oh my sweet Lord in heaven, I can't stop shaking. Emmy and I just got out of Paranormal Activity and I falling apart. I thought the damn movie was going to be about ghost and that sort of stuff, but no. It was about a demon that's been following this girl around for years! Now I'm not really sure how I feel about ghosts, like I'm not sure if I believe their real or not, but demons are one thing I know exist. Emmy thought the movie was hysterical (don't ask me why), I mean there was this one part that had me laughing but I'm not sure if it was out of fear or if it was actual laughter. But I came out of the movie shaking. Chad and Jo went with us but somehow ended up in a different theater, those little minxes, but Jo was seriously freaked. So we went home, ordered pizza, and watched the Mighty Ducks 2 and 3. Chad had wanted to watch The Nightmare Before Christmas and we had actually put the movie in but as it started Jo and I were having issues with even that movie, so we turned it off. Shows how scared we were.

I knew I was never going to get to sleep so I invited Jo to spend the night. But she said her mom would freak if she did but why don't I go over there. So I'm heading to Jo's house for the night and hopefully we'll eat a ton of Twizzlers and be okay ... right?

So my doctor gave me these new pills for my bulimia issue. First, I was anorexic but now since everyone keeps harrassing me about eating I eat ... but then throw it up. So to compromise I'm bulimic. But since I got an ulcer the doctor guessed at what happened so to make me "feel" better she gave me these diet pills. I'm supposed to eat them 20-30 minutes before meals and I'm to exercise everyday (like I don't already). But the problem is one I take them, wait 20-30 minutes, eat, since I'm in the habit I just puke. So my question is will the pills still work if I throw up? I'm really hoping they do because they're one of those fat burning pills and oh boy! fat burning is what I need.

Oh yeah and Tye never called me ... He said he would ... Gee why doesn't this surprise me?

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Ty is such a liar and a hypocrite! I'm not so sorry I kissed Drew yesterday, actually, I'm damn proud. So a couple weeks or months ago he told me about these girls on Facebook who had asked to be his friend. He had no clue who they were, and when asked they said they didn't know him, just thought he was cute, so he didn't accept them as friends. Alright that's all fine and good he is cute so I don't mind a few random hoes telling him so, builds his ego.

This week he asked me to take care of his farm on Facebook (yes, he plays Farmville) while he's with my new boyfriend. He obviously won't have access to a computer, so he gave mehis password and email. So I get on a check his farm (I feel retarded doing this but what can you do?) and I see he has two new essages, so being a typical female with access to this vital information, I hit Inbox.

I opened Pandora's Box ... I swear I have never been so hurt by some of the things I read there. Examples:

Hoe #1:

(There's lots of unecessary info given before this, but this is the main point)

Hoe #1: April 9 at 9:39pm Report
i usually dont do that, lol.=].Girlfrann??

Tye: April 9 at 9:54pm
Haha. I'm just jesting.Yes, well kind of.

Hoe: April 9 at 9:57pm Report
Kinda? You naughty boy. Tell me about her. =].

There's more but it makes me sick posting them. That's where he's being the fucking hypocrite. He yelled at me this summer by saying he couldn't date me because I to often would flirt with other guys and it would make him feel insecure. MAKE HIM FEEL INSECURE! How do you think I feel seeing he KIND OF has a girlfriend!!!!!!! KIND OF!!!!! What the fucking hell!!!! And like he's not flirting? I mean my flirting never goes that far ... I mean it's your typical flirting like arm touching and smiling ... but never oh no I don't have a boyfriend ... well kind of.

Then he makes me out to be a hoe to 2 of his friends.

Example:

Jack: June 1 at 10:18pm
you go out with dana now?

Tye: June 1 at 10:21pm
Yeah, been dating for about.... 13 1/2 months... don't ask me how that happend. SHES REALLY HOT NOW :P.

Jack: June 1 at 10:26pm
hahaha so how did this happen?

Tye: June 1 at 10:31pm
Hell I dunno, she was like hey, wanna fuck? And I was like hahha alright! (not quite what happend but hey, close enough.)

Jack: June 2 at 11:06am
oh you had sex,my man growing up lol.wat happen?

Tye: June 2 at 2:52pm
haha no haven't. She's been begging me for like 8 months :D :D, but I might break up with her so yeah.

Example 2:

Elizabeth: June 19 at 1:04am
let's say guys are dumb and all they care about is sex! Not all, of course, but still!

Tye: June 19 at 1:06am
Well, guys can be pretty dumb, although it is completley not true that all guys... hmm... yeah it pretyt much is haha. (although I'm not like that, much to Danas dismay :D :D)

What the fuck?! Really? And now that we have and now that I've said that I don't want to (because it might get nasty and ruin my whole life plan if I get pregnant) he's the one who keeps bringing it up and wanting to do it. How the fuck am I the hoe? Why is it that guys can flirt with who ever they want and they're players (and t's not a bad thing) but if a girl did it she's a hoe? Where did these standards come from? Obviously a manwhore ...

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Havent had a bite of food today. Go me! Kicking Blair's skinny ass. The hoes had 4 brownies ... But I know she's just going to throw it up
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So I just read my blog from last night ...

I KISSED DREW! WHAT THE HELL?!? WHY?

I CHEATED ON TY! WHY?!?

Now I know why Drew wasn't in any class today. But Ty was very apologetic, saying he didn't mean not to come, and that he should've because he didn't think he did that good on the test with a whole night of studying. As soon as I saw Ty I forgot Drew. I have my man.

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